It is late, but I have a few minutes while my dog comes to
her own decision that “Pepperoni, come!” is a reason to come towards me instead
of run to her friend’s house. I’m just back from an interesting afternoon in
Albuquerque. I visited the infamous Sagebrush church, hung out with a few great
people, and landed at Barnes & Noble for a while where I huddled up to read,
“Oogy: The Dog Only a Family Could Love.” I’m not over my pitbull patient yet.
But that’s another story. Instead I was handed “Navajos Wear Nikes”and couldn’t
put it down. I only got to page 32, but I suspect the author is headed for a
turn-around where growing up as a white boy on the Rez transformed his views
into a realization that people are people everywhere and this culture isn’t
that different from our own, at its core. I thought about it on the way home,
and I think that I’ve been bouncing around that conclusion myself. I meet
people who think it’s so interesting that I’m down here and I should write a
book or something; however, on a day-to-day basis I forget that I’m on the Rez
sometimes. After working here Monday through Friday I feel culture shock going
to Albuquerque. I swear I start thinking I’m Navajo. It really doesn’t make any
difference to me who is bringing their animal through that door. Reading
through that book… there were stories of kids beating each other up on the
playground, bully kids picking on the different kids, homeless animals in
pathetic states, racism, abuse in families… what’s so different here than in
Detroit, MI? Every culture has their pride, their issues, their wacky sense of
priorities… 100 miles from abject poverty “my people” are ground breaking an 11
million dollar church building. So people want to drive fancy trucks and live
in trailers, so what? (Pause as pup is now obsessed with fetch…) What else do I
have to say about this. I’m feeling decidedly unprofound right now. Anyway, I
don’t feel the need to write books. I feel like they’ve all been written. I’d
rather just be nice, do my job, and see if some of these ideas that we are so
vastly different could be knocked down in the minds of some of the people I happen
to interact with. We are just people. We love dogs. The good people get mad
when boxes of puppies get left on the side of the road. Politicians often parasitize
their people when they are supposed to be serving them. Teenagers need to learn
to do their homework. Some do well at developing their God-given talents, and
some waste their potential being selfish and/or stupid. (Okay, when is this pup
going to quit peeing in my house? Seriously.) As a whole it would be nice if we
all would just stop classifying people based on the ones we’ve met or what we’ve
heard. For instance, I am a Christian. That does not mean that I’m an asshole,
I hate homosexuals, I go to church because I have a guilt complex, I love
everything Republicans do, I think I’m better than you, I don’t know and don’t
care about any other belief system, and I reject science. It basically means I
think Jesus walked around on this earth a couple thousand years ago and told
the truth, and now I’m pretty sure I have a mentoring type friendship/relationship
with an alleged dead person. Making Him not dead. Wow that sounds weird. It’s
not too big of a stretch for me though, honestly. Life and death are over my
head. When I watch the light go out of a dog’s eyes I already know nothing. A Superpower
making planets hang in place and then sneaking Himself into a world He created
and gave away seems pretty plausible. He had some pretty awesome Superpowers
while he was here. Those folks got to see stuff and believe, I have to read
about it most of the time, *BUMMER*, but that’s life. I think if my community
college English teacher read this blog she would cry. There is no main point.
Clinic days this week… really good cases. I fell in love
with a big, ugly, super-adorable pitbull with some serious anemia issues that I
couldn’t fix in time to save him. His weak little tail-wag stole my heart and I
cried my eyes out on the way home after euthanizing him. All dogs go to heaven,
especially pitbulls. I went to Gallup for a drink with some friends and saw
several cultures represented in the drunks at Applebee’s, had my own drink with
my fav nachos with spinach-artichoke dip, and came home again. You can
occasionally have some very interesting conversations with the drinkers at the
bar. Everyone has their reasons for being there, and it’s often rewarding to
ferret them out. It was too loud for much chat last night though.
Well my dogs have all crashed and it’s time to crash. I sure
love my little car. We have many awesome adventures together J
Hope the church remembers to help the poor people.
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